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Between Two Lungs // Florence and the Machine
 
The girl with the dark hair on the left looks kinda like Jana wow.
 
I haven't been making many sets lately, I just haven't been up to it. I made this in my food around the world class the other day but I didn't finish it until tonight so yeah. I'm still going to do the 30 day song challenge but since I'm not going to make daily sets, I'm just going to do it for every set I make. I'll try to make a few quick, small sets every now and then but I'm probably not going to be on here as much as I would like to be.
 
For day 3 of the 30 day song challenge (a song that makes you happy) I chose Between Two Lungs by Florence and the Machine. It's just a really nice, happy, positive song. I could also go with Shake it Out by Florence and the Machine for a happy song (I totally didn't just listen to those two). I need some happy songs right now tbh.
 
Idk life if just kinda sh.it. I don't know, I'm just kinda tired all the time. I don't know what I'm doing. I can't stand it at home. I'm sick of feeling like a pathetic screw up. I'm really trying, I've really been trying but it all seems so pointless because nothing ever changes for me, ever. It's the same shit all the time. I'm never enough for anyone. I hate myself.
 
My weekend was really great. At first I was feeling really nervous but I ended up having a really great time. I went shopping with Jana, Jessica and Libby and we tried on clothes together and we had coffee and cupcakes from the cute little cupcake place. Also, I finally bought Electra Heart! I love it so much, the cover and the cd are adorable and I just really like to support my favourite artists by buying their music. I'm really starting to build up my cd collection. My favourite cds that I have are probably Lungs, Electra Heart, the Born to Die Paradise edition and a Nirvana cd I got from an op shop with Rahini. Anyway, after we went shopping I went back to Libby's house and I stayed over the night. It was so much fun, we ate even more cupcakes, watched Game of Thrones, listened to Electra Heart and in the morning we took Libby's dog for a walk and bought iced tea. When I think about how much fun I've had it distracts me from everything else for a while idk. But it was great.
 
School today was so crazy though. These year twelve girls just came up to my friends at lunch and started yelling at them and accusing them of things and threatening them. Libby was so worried about catching her bus after school so she came with us to Jana's house. But basically somebody sent this message to this girl's boyfriend saying that his girlfriend is cheating on him (if that makes sense?). Idk that girl is just a stupid little bi.tch and she deserves whatever comes to her anyway. She doesn't give a sh.it about her 'boyfriend' and she knows absolutely nothing about real life. Nothing intelligent has ever come out of her mouth. My friends can't stand her but since they used to be friends, they're being accused of sending the message. Honestly, my friends don't have anything to do with her anymore. She seems to think we're this big part of her life but we don't give a sh.it about her. Ugh idk. Sorry I swear so much.
 
I'm hopefully seeing Rahini and Laura soon so at least that's something to look forward too, I can't wait c:
 
Anyway, I have homework to do so cya xx
 
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E.V.O.L // Marina and the Diamonds
 
This is a bit different but I like it.
 
I'm at school rn. Skipping PE. Class is for the weak.
 
I'm seeing Rahini and Laura after school today yayyy.

I have to go now so byee xx
 
Day 2 of the 30 day song challenge is your least favourite song. I don't really have a least favourite song so I'm probably going to skip this one. Also I really wanted to name this set after e.v.o.l.
 
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Without You // Lana Del Rey
 
Asdfghjkl; I like this set.
 
I made this in cooking (we're meant to be doing some sort of assignment but honestly, I have no idea what's going on in that class).
 
School makes me feel tired and stupid and useless.
 
Tomorrow will be better.
 
I dyed my hair blonde on the weekend but it didn't completely work out. My hair is a lot lighter but I'm going to have to dye it again really soon. Idk I don't mind that colour that it is now but it's not what I wanted.
 
After school I got reeces with Jana, Jess and Lullaki. Ugh reeces are honestly the love of my life.
 
I'm doing the 30 day song challenge so I'm going to name my sets after the songs I choose (I didn't do it today because I forgot). Day one is your favourite song. This is really easy for me, my favourite song is Blinding by Florence and the Machine, it's been my favourite song since I first heard it, I love it. It's perfect and I could never get sick of it. My polyvore page title is lyrics from this song and I'm pretty sure I've already named 583648364 sets after this song. I could go on about it forever.
 
I think I'm going to start posting to my blog again, I'm going to really try to post regularly. Idk would you guys like to see posts from me on my blog?
 
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National Anthem // Lana Del Rey
 
This is for Battle of the Models challenge four which is to create an outfit for a beach photoshoot. I didn't make a full outfit, I was going to but then there would be too much going on with a swimsuit AND an outfit. It just didn't fit in with the set. I was excited about this challenge because I had this set in my drafts for a little while and then I had the perfect contest to submit it to. Don't you just love the starfish cuff though!?
 
I'm not a big fan of Summer, especially since it gets very hot here in Australia but it was fun to make something a little bit different. It's very cold here at the moment since it's Winter.
 
My team:
 
- @fireburning369
- @forever-love-and-random13
- @suicide-scars
- @much-better-now
- @shellebelle
- @golden-state-blues
- @lepidopterist
- @charcharr
- @x-beautiful-disaster-x
 
EXTRA POINTS:
 
2 for entering - Yes
2 for tagging your team mates - Yes
1 for using a featured item - I used the gorgeous swimsuit in the bottom right of the set
 
Admin: @leashiekate (I believe you forgot to add up my points from the last contest)
 
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Anyway, I have so much to tell you guys! I've had a really good week omg ok so um I guess I'll start by telling you about last weekend. If you saw my last set you will probably know that I went out with my friends and then had a sleepover. It was so much fun, we didn't sleep much at all either and I ended up falling asleep at my laptop at 5 am. The next morning Laura had to go home but Rahini @ratti1703 and I went to her friend Caleb's house and we just hung out for a while and listened to music (really loudly). We took turns playing music, I mostly played Nirvana, Caleb played dubstep and Rahini played metal. Caleb was really cool. We all went out for lunch together with their parents and afterwards we went by ourselves to see another of Rahini's friends. We danced together in her backyard while we waited for her to come home (I think we were all in a very musical mood) and then we went to a bookstore. Afterwards we got a pizza to share and went home. So that was my long weekend.
 
I stayed home on Tuesday, I was so sick from the weekend and I hadn't gotten much sleep but a heap of clothes I ordered online came so that was exciting.
 
Omfg Wednesday though. It was the best. I have to tell you this ok, in Japanese I was waiting to get some help from the teacher and then the guy I like turns around and starts helping me with my work. Omfg I can't. And then he let me borrow his notes to study with. Aahhh it was great, I was so shy and awkward though. After school Rahini, Laura and I went walking around our neighbourhood, we listened to music together, ate microwave popcorn and looked in some cool shops. It was heaps of fun. We found a laundrymat with an arcade game inside? We played the game and kinda failed miserably. Then we went to a pizza place and Rahini got a free Sleeping with Sirens poster. Whut. We had a great time and we ended up staying out until the sun went down. Thursday was pretty great too, I went to Laura's house and we just hung out there for a little while and played with her cat. Yesterday was also a really good day, I had a dentist appointment so I missed out on most of the school day. After the appointment I got some sushi for lunch and an iced coffee. The coffee made me really hyper, I really needed it too since I hadn't been getting enough sleep (not that I get enough sleep anyway but on Tuesday night I ended up pulling an all-nighter sooo). After school I got McDonald's with Jana and Jessica. So I had a really good week! Wow, ok, that was a lot to type, congrats if you read all of this and understood it.
 
This is also why I haven't made many sets this week, I've just been really busy and tired. I'll try to make a lot more next week, I have a few ideas too.
 
Bye xx
 
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Whisper // Evanescence
 
You guys are probably going to hate me for this but I felt like making a doll so I did.
 
This reminds me of Jana idk maybe because she's so cool/she has the best taste in everything.
 
I felt so shit this morning but I went to the shops with Rahini @ratti1703 and we ate pizza and I bought the Florence and the Machine Lungs cd which I've wanted forever. We also bought ice-cream and we just had a really good time.
 
Somehow we ended up sleeping over at Rahini's house with Laura and we blogged and watched a ton of youtube videos and listened to music and we went on omegle and it's 4 am right now.
 
Yeah,we don't have school tomorrow yay. This sleep-over isn't going to be good for my sleeping problems but idc. I really just want to smoke and yeah.
 
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Skin // Grimes
 
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I actually really like this set, unlike the last one. The cat shoes are to die for.
 
I'm sick again. I just had to the flu and now I've got it again. Ugh, I'm so sick of being at home, I just want to get out of here.
 
I probably have more to say but I've forgotten what it is.
 
I'm having pizza tonight, that's right, be jealous. I'm probably going to dye my hair blonde on the weekend, if I'm not sick.
 
Bye xx
 
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In Bloom // Nirvana
 
This is for BOTM challenge 3 which is to create a music festival themed set. To be honest, I'm a bit disappointed with this set. I think that this challenge was a bit difficult because it's hard to make these music festival pictures look pretty, but maybe that's just me. My group is meant to be going to Lollapalooza and I thought that was so cool because Florence and the Machine played at Lollapalooza last year. I read the line-up for this year and I was excited to see that Lana del Rey is playing there (I added a picture of her in the set). I wish I could go in real life.
 
This set definitely isn't a bunch of festival pictures but the main idea for this set was to focus on pictures that represent friendship, festival fashion, the outdoors and of course, music. My outfit is a cute, comfy crop top which is easy to move in, a hi-low skirt which I think is good for a music festival because it's stylish but it isn't at all difficult to move in like a maxi skirt and it will keep you cool unlike an ordinary maxi skirt. It's also in my favourite colour so that's always great. I added a pair of spike litas and, I know, heels aren't the best thing to wear to a music festival but I have done my research and litas are well known for their comfort, some people say that they can even jump around in them. For accessories, I added a brown leather backpack which is a must to keep all of your things in, since you're going to be at the festival all day, I added a pair of round sunglasses for shielding your eyes from the sun, a cute floral crown which is one of my favourite accessories, and of course, a camera for taking photos of all the fun at the festival and creating memories that last forever.
 
The quirky models:
 
- @fireburning369
- @forever-love-and-random13
- @suicide-scars
- @much-better-now
- @shellebelle
- @golden-state-blues
- @lepidopterist
- @charcharr
- @x-beautiful-disaster-x
 
I find it funny that the 'quirky' style is meant to be things like denim overalls and jellies because I hate denim, overalls and jellies with a burning passion. I guess it's open for interpretation.
 
Extra points:
2 for using a picture of the music festival your team is going to - Yes, the balloon in the top left that says 'Lollapalooza'
2 for tagging your team mates - Yep
1 for using a featured item: I used the backpack, sunglasses, shirt, floral crown and camera.
 
Admin: @leashiekate
 
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We had our exams today and I was freaking out so bad, I couldn't stop shaking during my maths exam (lolididn'tevengotomyscienceexamshhh). After school I went to McDonald's with with Jana and Jessica and we ate chips and it was great. I swear, McDonald's chips are like food for the gods (maybe a slight exaggeration but I hadn't eaten all day, except for coffee and an apple).
 
I rlly rlly like this guy and I kinda don't want to think about it or talk about it and I'm just denying it so much because I know that nothing could ever happen, you know, I mean, there's nothing good about me, I don't know what anybody would see in me. He's just perfect and so sweet and I love talking to him and we have so much in common like being lazy and Game of Thrones. One time he messaged me at 12 am saying that he knew I was awake and idk, I thought it was so cute because I told him I had trouble sleeping and stuff and that I didn't go to sleep until really late and he just knew and aahh I thought it was so sweet. I want to talk to him, we have just about all of our classes together but like idk I'm not brave enough to actually approach someone and start a conversation with them idk what I'm saying anymore and I'm forgetting grammar now and my spelling is probabfklyu going to fkdkmnbvfdfhyjuio
 
But yeah, bye, sorry this was a little long xx
 
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Pagan Poetry // Bjork
 
So since I've had such a good amount of feedback from you guys lately, I decided to make a taglist. I'm not sure if you guys would be interested but if you are, please comment and let me know. If you are added to my taglist you will be tagged in all my future sets so that you don't miss out on any.
 
I forgot to mention in my last set that I've been listening to a lot of new music lately. If you guys are into alternative genres or rock or metal, you should comment some of your favourite bands, singers or songs and I'll check them out. The only thing is that I don't like popular music or boy bands so please don't suggest One Direction or Ed Sheeran or any of those 'heavy metal' boy bands. Idk what I'm saying anymore but yeah I'm really interesting in listening to some new bands and such. I've started listening to Nirvana and Grimes recently.
 
Bye xx
 
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This set is a bit messed up but let's just go with it, kay?
 
I am in love with this poem.
 
I've had a fairly good week, well almost as it good as it can get for me, which isn't much. I can't help feeling like my life is going nowhere. I basically wasted my weekend. I have exams next week and I know I'm going to fail, I might as well just stay at home. I've been having a lot of trouble sleeping, I used to get really bad insomnia and it's coming back.
 
I've become obsessed with models and their lifestyles. Imagine being able to travel and shoot for loads of different people, see so many great places. Being a model has always been a dream of mine, I don't know if I could do it however. My favourite models are Charlotte Free (she's the one with the pink hair in the set) and Chloe Norgaard. Being a model just seems so great idk.
 
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Sugarbread // Soap and Skin
 
Yay, a proper set.
 
I've just been so tired lately, I haven't been able to get to sleep at night and I'm just tired and confused and not myself and I'm just failing at everything in life that it is possible to fail at.
 
Idk idk I need a break from life.
 
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